Why do I do this?

If I had the answer to that question, I wouldn't be almost 200lbs overweight.

I binged today. Badly. To the point that I am not comfortable giving the details. I'm sure there will be a few people who call me out on it, but oh well. I will just say it was ugly, and although I wound up only being 183 calories over for the day - I still feel like I should be in a pasture somewhere saying "Moo".

I have decided that wen I get a job (hopefully soon), I am going to buy a set of pedals that go on the floor for when I watch TV. They're only like $20, but with our financial issues at present, they might as well be $1,000. Right now I can only walk for a few minutes at a time before my knees and back hurt - which is both sad and embarrassing.

I think I will be adding a few tickers to my blog - my pounds lost from MFP, days binge free, and days at or below my calorie allowance. Sometimes seeing my goals as I achieve them motivates me even more.

It's Biggest Loser time, and although my favorite (Courtney) is gone, the show is still really motivational. Hope you all had a good Tuesday. Tomorrow is a new day. :)