Failure....again

So, I only lasted a week on Jenny Craig...during that week I was on it, my husband and I both lost our jobs...and doing Jenny Craig while unemployed is impossible. I was told by my consultant that I'm on my own, and when I get money, I can come back. Nice, huh? I understand where it's coming from - they are a business, after all...but it made me feel like an unemployed loser.

One good thing that did come from it is that I had signed up for the Metabolic Max program, which came with a Body Media band (like a Bodybugg - what they wear on Biggest Loser), and a six month subscription to the Body Media site.

I wish I coud say I've been using it, but I haven't. My depression has gotten hold of me and the inability to get my water pills has left me 15lbs heavier than I was when I started JC.

I'm not sure what I am going to do, but I know it won't happen until I am ready for it to happen.